I am leaving a world to which I never truly belonged or fit in. To the God, if he does exist, who chose to play a cruel, cruel joke on me when he placed me where he did and surrounded me with so many uncaring faces To the one true friend, whose caring was the only thing that prevented this even from happening sooner To those who never cared, never spoke, probably never knew my name To my fellow students who made my life a living nightmare when they should have focused on their education al., who will no doubt receive more abuse upon my passing, as my tormentors will no longer have me to kick around To the teachers who never really cared, no matter what they say

To the man and woman who chose to conceive a child, the result of which was me, when it fit in with their five year plan The line 'I took my time, I hurried up, the choice was mine, I didn't think enough' refers to the 1991 Nirvana's song 'Come As You Are.' There, the line is, 'Take your time, hurry up, the choice is yours, don't be late.' Luckily, the amp was not plugged in or he could have been electrocuted. The lyrics, 'I traced the cord back to the wall, no wonder it was never plugged in at all' were inspired when guitarist Tom Delonge was playing in his garage and he and his amp were in a puddle. At the end of it there's a better way out, there are better things to do than kill yourself.'

Some people listen to it and go 'Wow, that's a real bum-out of a song.' But it's one of those things, a story of a kid not being happy in his life, crossed with us being really lonely on tour. It came out sadder than we ever thought it would, which is good too. We kind of got together and wrote this sad, slow song. Guitarist Tom Delonge: 'The story behind that is Mark read a letter someone sent him as an email, that a kid wrote before he committed suicide to his parents.

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